The Best Laid Plans...
Now. I am annoyed. Sitting in this chair usually gives me a sense of peace, but today none comes. Jerrald’s becoming increasingly distant. There was a time when there wouldn’t be a thought he had that he wouldn’t want my opinion on. Now? The only things left to mark my standing in the hierarchy around here are our memories and this fucking chair. Old and useless all. He doesn’t hold them in such high esteem anymore. I live in the moment. Always have. It’s a survival trait, really. Nobody was willing to teach me how to fish. So, I learned to barter for fish. Steal for fish. Fight for fish. Is it a short-sighted approach? Maybe. But only if we went hungry. Thanks to me we rarely went hungry. I think of loyalty. I see none on display these days, because now? Now ‘The Boss’ is obsessed with tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow. Yesterday. He calls me into his room. Says something about how we have to change the way a couple of things are working around her...